i really do love my kids and husband, but (going to put myself out there) find myself constantly having to remind myself that it is all a gift and to be grateful. grateful for breathing, laughing, living, togetherness, just being. trying not to get stuck on the shallow ins and outs of life, but truly enjoying and remembering what is and has been given....life.
i want to cut back on all that complicates and focus on what matters. trying to picture what that means and how to do it.....random thoughts.
ella has an appointment with her cardiologist on wednesday. she is taking different combinations of 3 medications (digoxin, captopril, zantac) 4 times a day. hoping that she will eventually not need these medications. she weighs 10 lbs 4 oz. she has only been nursing and really loves it, but i think i am a little concerned for her weight. need to make sure she keeps an upward trend. she has been sleeping really well and is establishing a routine for naps, eating, and awake time. makes it a little easier to plan our day with her having more of a schedule. all in all we are still in awe and so thankful for her in our life....for all 3 of our kids.
they are little miracles.