Her heart

Yesterday we received a very encouraging report from one of the cardiologists.  To be honest, we still can't believe it today.  Our hopes are high, but at the same time, we continue to leave Ella in God's hands....she is His.

I was holding Ella while Erik was sitting next to me when the cardiologist called the nurse's phone to speak with us.  Erik put the phone close to both of our ears so we could hear what he had to say.  The cardiologist said that her left ventricle has shown major improvement and that he was very happy, surprised, and pleased with her echogram yesterday.  Let us explain why he was so pleased... One of the key things they have been measuring is what they call the "ejection fraction".  This is the percentage of blood contained within the ventricle that gets pumped out toward the body with every contraction.  Ella's ejection fraction was somewhere between 5%-10% when she was born (it's more of an estimate than an exact number).  To put that into perspective, a healthy number for any baby or adult is around 60%.  That's why they told us that Ella's heart was about as sick as it can get without completely failing.  Her last echogram a few days earlier showed an ejection fraction of 15% to maybe 20%, which was cause for great joy because she actually showed some improvement in the function of her heart.  But this time the cardiologist said it is now up to around 50%...  What!?!?!

We were both in tears as the cardiologist continued to talk.  Our baby girl's heart was showing this much improvement?  He said 50% as in five-oh, right?  Like it tripled its production?  And this was right after another scary night in which she had a fever of over 101, blood pressure dropped too low & kidney/urine numbers looked concerning...  I can't believe this is happening when, from the medical side of things, the longer it takes for a heart to show improvement, the less likely it is that the heart will improve.  Our God is loving and moving.  He is so alive and Ella is LIVING proof of it.

Our friends, family, and nurses continue to support us.  We are so blown away daily by the encouragement and willingness to help.  We truly feel God's hand and love in all of this through all of you.  Thank you.

Fresh Breath

We have really been amazed at this little girl of ours.

It seems that every time we visit her there is a change of device or medication that reflects her progress & is meant to allow her body to continue moving forward.  The C-Pap only lasted a day.  She was so fussy with it on, yet showed such good progress & stability, that they quickly moved her on to a cannula.  She is much more comfortable with this & has continued to have good numbers.

"I just love my new breathing apparatus!" 

The fact that we have now both been able to hold her already is simply unbelievable.  Because of how delicate she was, we figured it would be weeks or months before we would be able to do that.  She used to get almost unstable in her heart rate, blood pressure & oxygen levels when a nurse simply turned her head.  Now she is acting more & more like a normal little baby who could be at home with us.  We were even planning a covert Thanksgiving day escape for her before coming to our senses. :)

Papa Time

There are, of course, still plenty of concerns.  Although the blood clot in her left ventricle hasn't enlarged at all, it is still there - which means there's always some risk of it causing a major problem, such as a stroke, if a piece breaks off & blocks blood flow.  She has also continued to lose weight a bit beyond where the doctors would like to see her (over a full pound since birth).  It was good for her to lose the excess fluid she was retaining, but at some point she will need to start putting weight back on.  However, they can't just increase her feedings abruptly because her digestive system can only handle a slow, gradual workload and it has been one area where she hasn't progressed as quickly.  So there is basically a continual adjustment in all areas as the nurses & doctors look to maintain a balance while at the same time nudging her along toward sustainability.

Overall, we feel extremely blessed with her progress.  She continues to defy the odds by showing tangible improvement with a heart that really should have no business (from a medical standpoint) supporting the rest of her body - to the credit of the One who gives & sustains life.

Thanksgiving

A card from one of the great nurses at Deaconess with Ella's Turkey-Handprints :)

My mother's heart has so much to be thankful for on this wonderful Thanksgiving day.  I am so thankful for my 3 beautiful children that Jesus has blessed me with.  I love seeing how He is molding and shaping their hearts in 3 very different ways.  Isn't it so great to think that He can meet us each where we are at and shape our hearts exactly how He wants it and how we NEED it to be molded?  Our God loves us so much that He sees us each individually and loves us right where we are.  So thankful.

I am extra thankful because I was able to hold Ella for the very first time last night.  I had to catch my breath as the nurse handed the pink little Ella bundle to me and then I was speechless and all I could do was stare.  So thankful.

I usually let Erik do the medical updates since he talks to the doctor (I get way to emotional), but yesterday was a busy day and so I will attempt to explain.  Bare with me.  Ella's ventilator was changed to a cpap, which is exactly what her grandpa uses at night for snoring.  It is a step in the right direction to get her breathing on her own.  The doctor called a few minutes ago and said that she is surprised and very pleased with how Ella is doing on this new breathing machine.  She was given caffeine to help with her brain (taking after her grandpa again).  She also got some tummy time to get her off of her back a little plus I got to hold her.  A very busy day, but my sweet Ella is so resilient at such a young age and she is so strong.  I am in awe of what Jesus is doing in and through her.  So thankful.

Echogram Update

Now for the latest echogram news...  We were originally a bit down about it because the doctors essentially told us that there has been no improvement and that they would have to start some medication to thin out a blood clot that has been forming in her left ventricle.  But they also said they wanted us to speak directly with the cardiologist team since they are the specialists and all the doctors see is a written report (they don't actually look at the echogram).   We just had that conversation less than an hour ago & it was quite a bit more encouraging.

They told that there has actually been some improvement in the ability of her left ventricle to pump blood since she was born (estimated at about 10% better).  Her heart size has also shrunk a little bit and she appears to be getting the necessary blood flow to her brain, kidneys & other organs.  In summary, her heart is doing better than it was her 1st week of life - & that's a good thing (although it was unexpected from a medical standpoint).  Even though she needs to have considerably more cardiac improvement to become "viable", she has proven thus far to be a survivor.  Thank You, Lord.

We still have to take it day by day & week by week to see if her heart continues on this slow, gradual trend upwards.  There will continue to be little bumps in the road, such as todays news of a suspected infection, the blood clot & making sure the blood thinner doesn't cause some type of detrimental bleeding.  But despite these potential scares, we are joyful to hear the first really optimistic news we have heard from a cardiologist.  So we will take that blessing and give thanks for it.

Thanks

We just wanted to take a moment to give a huge "Thank You" to everyone who has helped, prayed, emailed, posted comments, called, texted & spread the word about Ella.  We haven't necessarily been able to respond to all the comments & emails, so we hope this can be a nice little blanket response. :)  We read them as they come in daily and are encouraged, warmed & often brought to tears reading them.  Our spirits are always lifted when we hear from you & we thank God for each & every one of you.  We are tremendously grateful!

The other morning we were reading a passage from 2nd Corinthians in the Bible (we pasted it below).  I'm sure that the situation the apostle Paul was in was much more dire than ours, but it is amazing how perfectly this passage translates to our family right now.  The way we have had a community of people surround us during this time has been so amazing and we feel a true extension of the unfathomable love of Christ.  I hope you are comforted & encouraged as you read this, just as we are...

^"3 Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, ⁴ who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God. ⁵ For just as we share abundantly in the sufferings of Christ, so also our comfort abounds through Christ. ⁶ If we are distressed, it is for your comfort and salvation; if we are comforted, it is for your comfort, which produces in you patient endurance of the same sufferings we suffer. ⁷ And our hope for you is firm, because we know that just as you share in our sufferings, so also you share in our comfort.

 ⁸ We do not want you to be uninformed, brothers and sisters, about the troubles we experienced in the province of Asia. We were under great pressure, far beyond our ability to endure, so that we despaired of life itself. ⁹ Indeed, we felt we had received the sentence of death. But this happened that we might not rely on ourselves but on God, who raises the dead. ¹⁰ He has delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliver us again. On him we have set our hope that he will continue to deliver us, ¹¹ as you help us by your prayers. Then many will give thanks on our behalf for the gracious favor granted us in answer to the prayers of many."

Thank you for sharing in our sufferings and our joys.  And for continuing to pray that we might rely not on ourselves, but on God & his power.  

P.S.  We will update you as we receive any news about Ella's echogram, which is scheduled for today.  Keep praying!

-Erik & Christa

No News is Good News

If you have been eagerly awaiting an update after our super intense/emotional day on Thursday, we apologize for a bit of a delay.  The past 2 days have actually been very good.  Ella has been surprisingly stable and hasn't had any of the episodes that prompted the doctors to begin thinking ahead for worst case scenarios.  In fact a lot of her numbers (blood pressure, hear rate, kidney function) have become more ideal.  Even an x-ray appeared to show a fairly significant decrease in the size of her heart.  But the key is still the performance of the heart, so we are cautious to read too much into everything - but at the same time hopeful - as we await the next echogram on monday morning.  Still, we can't help but enjoy that apparent improvement and more importantly, seeing her in the most peaceful rest she's had so far.

We continue to pray for a calming of our hearts as we think about the future.  We have been doing our best to take it day by day, but we also can't help but look ahead a bit & wonder how this will play out for us & our family (mostly in the practical, day-to-day sense).  It's kind of a grind to visit the hospital multiple times a day when you have two great boys that need your time & attention as well - especially when Ella is having scary ups & downs.  Then there's the hypothetical situation where this goes on for weeks, even months (which would be totally fine if it meant Ella got better).  But how can we establish a healthy routine if each day could be our last with Ella, yet we still have to deal with the practical realities of life (work, bills, responsibilities, etc)?  How can we function as everything around us moves forward when all we want to do is keep our life on hold?  We know this will be a struggle to work out, but we ask for your prayer that we would remember to fully trust God every day.  He already knows what we will need and has it taken care of if we just let him, so what good is it to over-worry, over-plan & over-think things?  Isn't that saying we don't believe He will come through?  Lord, help us to truly believe that you always come through.

ways to help

Hi everyone,

This is Amy, a friend of Erik and Christa. I asked if I could hop on here and let you all know of ways that you can help out the Dordals during this time. I know they would have never posted about this themselves...so here are a few options:

Donate through Giving Anonymously to help out with medical costs. Click on the button below and you will be taken directly to a secure site to donate. Every penny will go to Erik & Christa for Ella.

Take Them a Meal: click on the button below and you'll find instructions and a sign-up. Such a tangible way to love on the Dordals!

Groceries: a great way to take a bit of burden off of the family... click the button

And for those of you on Facebook, click the text link or the "Like" button to share Ella's story with your friends...
Ella's Heart


And most importantly, keep praying!

Today (Actually Yesterday)

Wow, that was a rough day.  But then again, if your day includes getting asked by a group of doctors how far you want them to go to bring your precious little baby back to life if things get really bad, it probably won't be a great one.  Especially when those doctors don't really see anything to suggest that it will be possible for your new little treasure to survive for the long haul.  Ella's heart is about as sick as it can get, we've been told.  And we can't do anything unless it gets significantly better on its own, which they believe is pretty much not possible given her prematurity & other complications.   

That's the 3rd time we've felt like all our hopes were being crushed.  To sit there & hear about the likelihood that at some point there may be nothing any doctor or nurse can do to keep my baby alive is the hardest thing I've ever had to endure as a father.  Its a harsh reality that we aren't faced with yet, but we might be if Ella's condition quickly goes downhill (which they fear it could).  

After weeping a bit in hopelessness, an amazing thing happened.  I felt so utterly helpless, desperate & insignificant as I laid on the ground.  But somehow I had a moment of clarity - realizing how awesome, amazing & loving our Creator is.  I had a deep drink of "the peace that transcends all understanding".  I know that was something a number of people have prayed specifically for us, but its not like I was asking God for it in that moment.  It was just there.  And it really was beyond all understanding, that's all I can say.  I thanked Him for Ella.  For how beautiful & perfectly imperfect she is.  For the wonderful little beauty mark on her forehead & my newest ritual of kissing it every time we leave her.  I remembered that God is Love and everything He does is out of love.  If He saves Ella''s body, it will be out of love.  If he decides to bring her to His house - to a room prepared for her since the beginning of time - it will be out of love.  That conversation with the doctors & the anguish of going through it is also out of love.  And it leaves me in awe because I don't understand it.  But I do feel it.

So what originally saddened, angered & offended me, turned out to be a real touch of grace.  As we sat after the meeting, it was apparent that we do need to be prepared that God's will might be to take Ella from this world.  Because ultimately, there's really nothing we can do in our own power to make her well.  Now if you think that sounds like throwing in the towel, think again.  I will pray & plead with God to repair her heart more than ever.  Christa & I would give anything to actually hold her in our arms, hear her cry, lay her down to sleep - so we will continue to pray for that day.  And I think I'm more hopeful now because the anxiety & worry is gone, at least for now.  Even with peace, I know that this is a hard road - no matter the outcome.  My heart is heavily burdened & emotions can't be contained (cried while typing this).  But we know that the unbelievable support of our family, friends & complete strangers, which has held us up during this time, will continue to do so.  Not because it's an obligation, or because it makes other Christians feel good to hear me say that.  But because Christ's love compels us to love. 

Maybe it wasn't such a bad day

-Erik    

P.S. Here are a few of the great photos taken by Ellie Irvin the other day (capturedbyellie.com).  Thank you again, Ellie.

Forgive Me

Lord, forgive me for my worry and doubt. You are all powerful. Hold sweet Ella for me.

Ups & Downs

This is just so hard.  When things improve, it is so uplifting.  But when Ella has a struggle, it is crushing.  That's been the story of yesterday to today.  We seemed to have a lot of wonderful news yesterday afternoon when speaking with one of the doctors.  Ella had some significant improvement in her kidney function which would suggest better blood profusion.  Even her echogram showed more minor improvement in heart function and the doctor spoke about how she seems to be steadily (but slowly) progressing, which is obviously much better than slowly deteriorating.

But then last night during our visit, Ella had a couple of episodes where here oxygen levels dropped & she appeared to be in pain.  Those began getting more frequent overnight & an X-ray this morning showed that her heart appears to have gotten a bit larger, which has in turn constricted some of her lung space.  It is just so hard to hear this type of news after being so optimistic a few hours earlier.  Our hope & prayer is that this is just one of those downward swings on an otherwise upward trend.  Please join us by remaining steadfast in prayer & hope that God, out of His great love & compassion, will continue to work miracles in our little Ella.

Thanks for celebrating Ella's one week birthday with us yesterday! (and special thanks to our friend Mackenzie for making this wonderful cake)

One week ago, today.

Our dear baby daughter, Ella has been with us for one week today.  It is amazing, though, because it feels like she has been in our lives forever.  I was having a really hard time getting out of bed today.....I just didn't want to face it.  My wonderful husband comforted me and reminded me that we always feel better after we go and see Ella.  Erik is a wonderful support and I could not have asked for anyone better than him to be my husband for the rest of my life.  I am one lucky girl.

I got up and showered and headed to the hospital while my mom took care of our boys.  She has been a rock for our boys, especially Elijah since he is a creature of routine.  Erik and I headed to the hospital to be greeted by our gorgeous baby girl.  There is something about being with her that is such a great comfort.  To be able to sit in her quiet room with her, Erik, and our Creator has been such a blessing and a breath of fresh air lately.  I just love talking with Erik over her bed, praying, and being still.  Jesus is at work and I can feel it.

Waiting Game

Before we get to the medical stuff, we wanted to share a great blessing today.  A friend of ours, Heidi Miller, told us one of her friends, Ellie Irwin, who is a professional photographer, wanted to come take pictures of us & Ella at the hospital.  The best part was that we were able to bring Elijah & Ayden back to see Ella for the 1st time.  They were in awe of her & really enjoyed looking at their little sister.  We look forward to sharing our family portrait with you all as soon as we get it.  And we're so thankful for Ellie to offer us that chance to all be in a photo together!

On to the medical side...  The big day with the cardiologists kind of left us exactly where we are - waiting.  Ella's overall condition & function of a few key systems (most notably the kidneys & liver) need to improve in order for any type of surgery to be considered.  There was one option the cardiologists discussed at length today, but it is an incredibly risky procedure even in healthy, full-term babies.  Since Ella's is premature with multiple secondary issues, the risks just sky-rocket and really make it too risky to consider.  Her case is also very rare: The cardiologist we spoke with (who is the absolute best in the region) said they see about 1 full-term baby a year with a similar condition & have actually never seen a premature baby like Ella with the heart condition she has.  Basically if they don't make it to full term, they never make it out of the womb alive.  That is one reason it is so amazing that she is even alive in this world, because it was only chance (rather God's intervention) that we went in to get the ultrasound that detected Ella's heart problem.

Since surgery isn't a possibility at this point, they are attempting to get her in position to see if her heart can progress naturally.  Without getting too medical/confusing, there is one type of medication that is being ended to allow for the natural closure of some type of duct within the heart structure (a duct that is supposed to close up after birth).  It was originally given to her because allowing the duct to stay open was encouraging blood flow, but it also began to let blood come back into the lungs - essentially "stealing" it from the rest of the body.  The hope is that allowing this duct to close will help to get more blood to the rest of the body and even encourage her heart to pump better.  If she can get her organs stable & have time to grow to a "full-term baby" size, surgery or a heart transplant might come back into the picture.  But there are no guarantees her heart will improve either - and until she does, there is no plan B.

So for now, we are just going to have to see if Ella's condition can improve.  Essentially, she just needs to continue to be the fighter she has been for 6 days now.  It is an extremely uphill battle for her, but we know that God can accomplish the impossible.  Your prayer & support is so amazing & we know it is helping little Ella continue to fight.

Just watch this video...

No need for us to comment on/explain this video, it really just speaks for itself. This was just an amazing & unexpected state of awareness that Ella had tonight. We are so thankful that we got to be there! She still has a long long way to go & tomorrow will be an important day as the cardiologists will be reviewing her case & discussing options. Please pray for wisdom, insight & compassion for them and that the Master Cardiologist, Jesus, would be guiding them.

But tonight we will be dreaming of Ella's eyes.

Echogram

Forgot to share the latest echogram news...  The cardiologist said that there was actually some "very slight" improvement in the function (pumping) of the left ventricle, but relatively speaking its still quite similar to yesterday's readings.  Even though its very small - and maybe not enough for a cardiologist to get excited about - we will take it!  Any improvement is better than no improvement and we think it is saying a lot about that tough little girl.

First night home.

As anticipated, it was very hard to leave little Ella at the hospital.  As we drove away, I felt a piece of me being tugged further and further away.  I know she will be taken care of, I just long to hold her and be the one to take care of her.  One day I will.
While I was in the hospital the nurses, doctors, and visitors knew my family's story and treated me accordingly.  I feel so vulnerable being out in the "real world" now.  Walking around in public I realize now more than ever that there is a story behind every person.  As we come in contact with others known and unknown we should really treat them as precious children of God.  We do not know what is happening on their life journey.  Jesus calls us to be lights in this dark world....so shine!

Life will throw hard things at us, but we must continue to shine for others and for our God who is the source of our light.

-Christa
 

Saying Goodbye to room 2010

We are getting ready for our last visit with Ella as "overnight guests" at the hospital.  Mixed emotions for sure, even heavy hearts.  We have 2 incredible boys who need us as well & are excited to have some regular time at home.  But it's also going to be difficult knowing that we can't just pop upstairs to see Ella anytime we want.

She is doing quite well though.  The doctor said for the first time since birth she's been getting rid of more fluids than she takes in, which is good because it indicates a better performing system overall and its reducing some of the fluids she's been retaining in her tissue.  Also, the nurse during our last visit said they have all been pretty much shocked by how well she's doing, considering the condition of her heart.  When we saw her last, she was breathing on her own over the respirator for the entire time.  We know that she has pretty much had that capability since the 2nd day, but has just been letting the respirator do the work (probably due to the work her body has been doing in other areas).  But it was so encouraging to see those cute, quick little breaths moving her chest up & down.  Her heart rate as also been steadily lower, indicating that it doesn't have to pump quite as hard to do the work it needs to do.  We love these little hopeful victories...

All the cardiologists will be meeting tuesday morning at 7am to discuss her case & brainstorm the possible surgical options.  Please pray for any type of noticeable to major improvement in her heart function because the most ideal & successful scenario is that her body improves & becomes viable without surgery.  We've been told that the surgical option we are likely to have will be very risky & potentially not great odds of success.  But we also know that God has helped so many people throughout time overcome desperate odds and are prepared for Him to help us as well.

Thank you again for your visits, thoughts, prayers, emails & blog comments while we've been staying at the hospital.  You don't know how much they've helped.

-Erik & Christa

Homebound

We have been overwhelmed by God's love through all of His people.  Thank you so much for all of your comments, prayers, and emails.  They have been such an encouragement.  They give us hope.  They give us a light when it is dark.  Please continue to pray and post comments.

  

We will be going home today.  Please specifically pray for our emotions during this transition.  Leaving the hospital without our precious bundle of joy is going to be very hard, but we will stand strong because our Jesus will be holding us up.  We will trust in Him.

Thank you again for everything.

Ella Louise Dordal

Saturday Update

3:45pm - Just had another little time with Ella.  We mostly sat & looked at her, talked to her & spoke with each other a lot so she could hear our voices & hopefully feel "at home".  This morning we got to do a few fun things like take her temperature & clean off some crusties from around her mouth.  Nice to feel a bit more like normal parental units...

On to medical stuff.  Latest Echo-Gram again showed an increase in blood flow through the Aorta (or something to that effect), which is a nice sign.  But there is still no improvement in the actual muscular function of the left ventricle.  Again, this is the main issue that the cardiologist said would need a miracle to heal on its own & become viable.  But it is also causing secondary problems in other organs (originally lungs, lately kidneys).  However, Ella - being the fighter that she is - seems to continually overcome these.  Her lungs are functioning great & she has been outputting fluids (a.k.a. peeing) better than she ever has.  Her kidneys are the next thing that they have been treating & monitoring so hopefully we'll see some results soon.

If her heart doesn't begin to gain strength it will be necessary for the rest of her organs & systems to be stable & properly functioning in order for us to even consider any surgical options (which apparently aren't even very good options, but might end up being all we have).

So continue to pray for a miracle that her heart would be healed.  But also for little improvements each day, as those give us amazing hope & encouragement.  And thanks again for all your love.

-Erik & Christa

11:45 pm - After receiving the news about the apparent grim medical realities of Ella's heart, we had a tough hour of doubt, crying & pleading for a miracle.  But then we were blessed with an absolutely wonderful time with Ella.  We spent over 2 hours by her side, able to hold her hand & she even opened her eyes a few times to see us.  What a gift that was. 

Please pray now for a miracle

Our relatively good day just felt like it got completely shattered by a visit from a cardiologist.  As we posted earlier, Ella has been stable & seemed to have steady- albeit small- improvement in the form of tiny little victories.  Our spirits were the best they've been since this all began, as you could probably note from my previous post.

But we have been brought to our knees again after the cardiologist painted a much more bleak picture.  He said that it will take nothing short of a miracle for Ella to be able to live.  Based on his experience, the odds are extremely low that her heart will recover since it has yet to make any progress with the function of the left ventricle.  If the next couple of days stay the same, a recovery will be even more miraculous.  He also said that her heart could basically give out at any moment.

I don't even know how I have the ability to type this right now except that we believe in a God - a Love - who moves people pray, to care, to give and love to others.  Your prayers, your outpouring of support & your generosity have been one of the greatest reflections of that Love we have ever experienced.

Thank you for your prayers.  Continue to love.  We are asking for a miracle.  We hope & believe it can happen.  Help us to keep the hope, to keep the faith, to trust the Lord.  Thank you so much.

Erik & Christa

Latest Update

I don't recall ever asking others to pray for pee, but I am now!  It isn't an urgent concern, but the doctor said Ella needs to produce more urine, which will (for whatever reason) get other systems to more normal levels.  That has been one of their main goals for the day.  The other thing they need to balance is the potential for blood clotting in her left ventricle.  If it clots, it could be catastrophic.  But if the medication they are very carefully & lightly administering causes the blood to get too thin, it could cause other problems such as long term brain damage.  So obviously everything is quite delicate and all the doctors & nurses have been really wonderful.

Meanwhile, the cardiologist noted that the heart did decrease in size between echo-grams, but there was no improvement in function.  The left ventricle is still not really pumping at all, only "quivering" a bit.  Her right ventricle is doing all of the work right now.  They gave her a little blood overnight because her red-cell count was low, and this morning her skin looked less pale this morning than last night to me.  On the positive side, the doctor said she should be weening off of whatever blood pressure medication she has been on because that has been doing well.

Overall, the doctor said she has taken a small step backwards from yesterday, but likely due more to these secondary conditions.   The key is getting her heart to strengthen & function.

The next time I pray for proper urine flow, I hope its when I'm about 90 years old in an effort to avoid wearing Depends... or wait, actually there should be no next time.

-Erik

Our Miracle Baby

For those of you who aren't aware of what's been going on, we will provide more details of how this entire situation transpired in the near future.  But for now, we just want to update everyone on how Ella has been doing.

Ella was delivered by emergency c-section on Wednesday, Nov. 10. Christa had been having discomfort that was unusual for her and not like her other pregnancies. She went to see the doctor on Wednesday morning and was convinced to have an ultra-sound to try to determine what the problem might be. While doing the ultra-sound they discovered an extremely enlarged heart and determined that they should get the baby out right away. The medical term for what is going on is Fetal Cardiomyopathy. Her left ventricle had ballooned and her heart was filling her whole chest. 

Ella has been stable for the last two days and they are doing everything they can to get the heart to shrink in size and hope that the muscle will begin to function properly. On Wednesday her CO2 levels in the blood were extremely high and they needed to get those levels down. By Thursday morning the CO2 levels had come down to a reasonable level. 

The first miracle is that Ella made it through the first night. The doctor said that she did a lot better than he thought was possible.  In fact, during our first conversation yesterday morning, he admitted he was very concerned that she would not even live to see 24 hours. The heart has begun to shrink a little and they have seen more of her lungs, which was originally a major concern (because of how large the heart was the lungs may not have had the chance to develop.)  Those fears have been greatly subsided at this point, but they continue to run tests and echo-grams.  

The second miracle is that Ella is still with us today, Friday. Every day is a gift from God. We are so overwhelmed and grateful for the outpouring of prayer and assistance through this difficult time. We can't thank you all enough.  Please continue to pray for a miracle for little Ella.  She is a beautiful little girl at 5 pounds and 17 inches. And she is a fighter - at times beginning to take breaths on her own between the puffs of air from the ventilator.  She will need to continue to fight - hour by hour, day by day - to see if her heart can steadily gain strength & become sustainable for life.  

Thanks and stay tuned for further updates and even some pictures when we get that together.

Erik and Christa